Soul Of The Earth

NDIXITO: FROM THE LIFE OF MARIA SABINA

Ndixito in Mazatec means “Little-Ones-That-Spring-Forth” and refers to the mushrooms that the Mexican curandara Maria Sabina used to heal people, her first miracle being her own sister.

Bloom

We pop up in the rainy season

in highland pastures, on steep slopes

where the earth is red and alive;

a fist full of thunder, we erupt

out of dung heaps, sugar cane

husks, out of  rotten tree trunks

where we perch, pajaritos, little birds,

out of a misty hillock, a landslide.

Hunger

We find Maria in a green-black wood.

Cold and starved, she tends

six white chickens scratching,

scratching in the rain-drizzled dirt.

Ravenous she tears us up,

this Wise One, still a child:

“If I eat you, you and you,

you’ll make me sing beautifully.”

Healer

Her sister, no adult can cure;

Maria Sabina remembers us, gives 3 of us

to Maria Ana, eats many herself—

soil clinging to our bitter roots.

Pressing pain from her sister’s hips,

she sings what we tell her—of the morning star,

the earth, its plants and humming birds—

takes up her staff of sap and dew.

Clowns

We spring up. Nobody plants us.

We spring up by ourselves, the flesh,

the voice of Gods some say. We say

little clowns wearing our copper caps.

Tear and eat us up. But if you

drop a piece, one of us will ask,

while working: “Where are my feet?

Why didn’t you eat all of me up?”

Table

We give the Wise One visions:

a troupe of jugglers and tumblers,

little duendes squatting in the dust,

we dress up as town officials.

Six or seven magistrates seated at table,

we rustle through piles of  papers,

table solemn as the Last Supper,

bearing all the things of the world.

Book

One of us, bald-headed Sasa,

like a sweet, commanding father,

calls forth our book of wisdom,

pulsating threads of light,

twisting up from the ground. Our book,

its leafy pages bound in white bark,

grows to the size of a snake, a woman,

a white tree, this Book of the Earth.

Words

She lovingly caresses our book,

hands passing right through it,

each syllable, each jot of light

swelling up from the warm dark.

Curved lines, triangles, jagged

shapes, we cone-heads, disguised

as little geometric beings,

hop giggling across its pages.

Acrobat

Then Durrembe, our finest tumbler,

comes falling like a thunder bolt,

a luminous, blinding object,

head-first through a hole in her hut.

Its blue-green strands of light

branch upwards into a black sky,

a dewy bush covered with

every imaginable flower.

Fiesta

Doffing our caps to please the crowd,

we dance on thin, bare legs.

Plucking violins, thrumming our guitarrón,

we make her body hum and twirl.

Small brown feet appear, disappear

under the hem of her whirling skirt--

Dew woman, Tree woman,

Great Lord Clown Woman.

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